Standing next to you



i feel i have the world on my own


I wish and i hope everyday


that i wake up to your warm breath in my neck


i love the way you look at me, the


way your eyes tell me that "I love you"


with that one touch of yours, a


thousand butterflies fiy in my stomach


I know you would frown when you hear this


but i secretly wish to wrap u around my fingers :)      all the time :)






So by now i think you know that


I have fallen for you, But.....


As you lie in my lap and i run my hand


through your hair..


with an ocean of tears in my eyes, drop by drop


rolling down my cheeks


I realise, i cant have you on my own forever......


But the love you gave, will be cherished


for a life time....


One thing i know for sure


these are the most wonderful days of my life


And my heaven is definetly in your arms.

on my own

i wanted to take the road less taken,
but in the process i lose my way too often.
i want to close my eyes and cry out loud,very loud
but,alas,i realise i am on my own
lucky to meet one or two..
the day is getting darker and the sounds deeper
i should get home before my mamma worries
but,before me ,the path divides,
again i stand there confused..
i prefer the road less travelled

listen! hear everything that falls on your ear

filter all of it..

allow only the 'wanted' to reach your heart

comment only on the precious ones

but,keep it alive in your mind

silence is worthwhile everywhere

scare flu??

we keep getting forwarded mails at office.some rubbish but most ,informative.recently i got one about swine flu.its was not the regular one about the precautions and the safety measures.in fact it was a totally different one without the scary undernotes.even the beginning started unusually declaring that this forwarded mail is unedited and unverified by the sender.this in itself provoked me to read furter.after the usual introductions about the orgin and cause of this much hyped disease ,it went about like this...
that about 136 people have only died in the past year and a half from this disease worldwide.the particular virus that causes this flu can only survive at a temperature of 27 degrees or less..it came as a surprise to me because pune's temperature at the peak of the disease scare was 33 degrees and higher.and from all the news channels and mails and hoardings, i had a feeling that atleast 100 people would have died in india alone.in fact most of the people who had died had other serious ailments before they caught the flu.the mail went on to say that the vaccines for the swine flu is patented by an US company and the stocks of the vaccines would get expired by next year.for a person the vaccine would cost 3000 rs.so what should we infer from all the scare that have been created in india..?it would all be explained by the profits that the vested interests would be making in the near future.

i hold him close

to never let go

he is mine,my soul cries

u cant have him,they say

my heart weeps,bleeds...

there is no escape

all i can do is,behold..

i closed my eyes

to block a tear

and then he is gone..

i hate love

crossroads

there are times when u feel u could have behaved a little better,that u could hav managed a smile somehow..U r frightened to turn back and look at ur past,all the treaden paths,some where the grass has still not grown back.u r afraid u might see something now that u had missed earlier.u feel like making a change in almost all the greyed out scenes.but alas! u cant and there strarts the difficulty,the itching in ur heart..

u become conscious while u walk thru the road alone,u have a nasty feeling inside that people are noticing u,the way u walk,the way u hav dressed and all such crap...u walk as if u dont care much,but wonder inside whether ur friends feel the same.after seeing an inspirational movie(which are very hard to come by these days) u decide on ur own that u r going to do something good and worthy for urself and for the country but u stay short of telling ur friends becos u know that they r not going to take u seriously and neither are u.u realise that the job u r doing is nowhere of wat u had thought about.u get heartbroken when u realise someday that the ones u thought were friends were more selfish than u.and then u tend up to call those old comrades whom u had comfortably forgotten for the new ones.sometimes ,very rarely, u stare out through ur window and think about ur parents,and of how lucky u r to b blessed with them..a tear rolls down ur cheek.u understand that everything else u have gained stands so small when compared with the love u ' earned' from ur mom.